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I was given 2 cats almost 3 weeks ago. I was taking care of one while his new home prepared for his arrival, and then the other guy is mine. Ever since they moved in it's been rough. They immediately got a respiratory infection, and I had to give them medicine. Plus they're skiddish to begin with. Big brother went to his new home yesterday, and I'm just left with little brother. I'm trying very hard to be patient, but it seems like this cat hates my guts.

I feed him, give him treats, he has toys, and I speak softly and coo at him. And every time I extend a hand, he swats and hisses. So i've taken the advice of a friend and decided to let him alone completely-- let him explore on his own now that the antibiotics are done. But I worry that this cat just hates me to the ore and will never come around...

He hides under the tub whenever i'm home, and has NEVER approached me.

It makes me sad, I guess. Really, really sad.

Someone I know was just asked to join a very awesome band that just got signed to a major indie label. There is a potential 6 month tour of the country involved. They're balking because they have a great job that makes a shit ton of money at the moment.. A job that would possibly be lost if they go.

I'm Screaming, "GO! GO NOW!! THIS IS THE OPPORTUNITY OF A LIFETIME!!"

I feel like that's good advice.. But It gets me thinking about all the hopes I had for the music industry.. My step-dad has offered many, many times for me to start booking his and other bands for a 10% cut, which-- if I get good and get my contacts right, could be VERY lucrative. But the amount of time & effort involved in establishing that base is something I couldn't work a day job and do. Plus I think it could make me happy. The booking agents I know personally make THOUSANDS of dollars a week. Have HUGE houses, great cars, etc..

I just know that working in any industry other than the entertainment industry would make me nuts. I'm absolutely lucky to have found the job I have now, but there's no chance for moving up in the company. No chance for more money. And while I don't necessarily do it for the money, it would be nice to be financially stable without worry.